Why do I wait so long to blog?? I guess it's because I have been busy following HIS plan...
The last time I wrote, it was before Danny had moved out, and I was really frustrated with my life. The weather was cold, and so was my heart. I had decided I wanted to end it and I wanted his stuff gone too!
But, then something happened. God told me to just relax and come up with plan B. So, the day after Valentine's Day (how appropriate right??) I took the day off from work, rented a U-Haul, and helped him move all his stuff out. We had a good day, laughing, and talking, and were both very exhausted at the end of the day. I know it was my money, and my time, but it was worth it to have MY HOUSE back and regain MY strength and inner-peace.
For the last month and a half, I have been redecorating the house, and spending time with other important people in my life. And, it feels good to just live my own life, and come and go when I please. And, I don't live in fear anymore. I am still trying to teach my heart not to be in love with him. But for now, I'm happy with where we are.
I have been going to a new church for the last three weeks, and I have been trying to stay focused on my weight loss. I am enjoying my Zumba class, and shopping trips with my "sista Jen". I love spending time with her kiddos, and I truly feel happy in my life for the first time in a long time.
Life still throws it's surprises in my face, but I just try to talk myself down and say, "God has got me, as long as I follow his plan!!"
