Why do I wait so long to blog?? I guess it's because I have been busy following HIS plan...
The last time I wrote, it was before Danny had moved out, and I was really frustrated with my life. The weather was cold, and so was my heart. I had decided I wanted to end it and I wanted his stuff gone too!
But, then something happened. God told me to just relax and come up with plan B. So, the day after Valentine's Day (how appropriate right??) I took the day off from work, rented a U-Haul, and helped him move all his stuff out. We had a good day, laughing, and talking, and were both very exhausted at the end of the day. I know it was my money, and my time, but it was worth it to have MY HOUSE back and regain MY strength and inner-peace.
For the last month and a half, I have been redecorating the house, and spending time with other important people in my life. And, it feels good to just live my own life, and come and go when I please. And, I don't live in fear anymore. I am still trying to teach my heart not to be in love with him. But for now, I'm happy with where we are.
I have been going to a new church for the last three weeks, and I have been trying to stay focused on my weight loss. I am enjoying my Zumba class, and shopping trips with my "sista Jen". I love spending time with her kiddos, and I truly feel happy in my life for the first time in a long time.
Life still throws it's surprises in my face, but I just try to talk myself down and say, "God has got me, as long as I follow his plan!!"
This is great! Keep up the good work with everything in life and God will continue to pull you through. He is good and always ON TIME! Life will always throw surprises, but that is just what keeps us intrigued to keep on keeping on.... Love ya!
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