And, so it begins...again!

For most of you that know me, also know that I have struggled with my weight for pretty much my whole life. I have always loved to eat, and used food for many other things besides nutrition. Food is my friend. My comfort. When I am sad, happy, angry, or just bored, I open the fridge. But, today I decided to do something about it for the LAST time!

But, don't let me get ahead of myself...a little background is in store for those that need to catch up, whoever you are...read carefully :-)

About three years ago, I decided to join Weight Watchers in Christiansburg. It was right after I had gotten out of a horrible relationship, and was really tired of being overweight. When I got on the scale, I was mortified to know that I weighed in at a whopping 269.9! Over a two year period, with many struggles, I accomplished a tremedous weight loss of 86.8 lbs by February 2009! I was so proud of myself, but then, like always, life happened. I had vowed that I wasn't going to gain the weight back, but little by little, over the past year, with the help of "life", I have put back on some of the weight. I am not exactly sure how much, but I am about to find out today.

With the help of some really good friends, plus the fact that I can no longer squeeze into my size 16's anymore, I have decided to join a physician managed program called The Weigh Station. And, my good friend Ashley, suggested that I start a blog about it. I am hoping that I can inspire others through my perseverance, and prove to myself as well, that when you truly set your mind to something, you can accomplish any goal in life. I was so close before, but I didn't realize it. This time I am going all the way, no exceptions!

By the time I am thirty, I want to be that person who has been hiding inside me for so many years. With everyone's help and support, I know I can achieve this goal I have set for myself. Please feel free to comment and provide positive feedback! I am holding myself accountable through this blog, and I know you will all help me along the way to succeed.

My intitial consultation is today at 2:30. I will update you weekly as to my progress, and anytime I feel the need to vent, I will blog it out for you all to read...